the birth of ovarian chants

In one day, this music poetry with waway and bebot as the melody of my soul was born... spontaneous outbursts was a healing for the soul... the angels come together... the music is born...

Ovarian chants are healing affirmations for every succulent woman who wish to unblock herself to give birth to her creativity back to the wild where she feels safe, loved and nurtured...

My creativity has refocused on the art of healing... my ovaries are screaming... in hysteria... the woman needs love...

Camiguin has been a wonderful playround where i was able to expressed my soul. my summer journey was a multifaceted engagements from the many islands... so much
stories to share that at least the highlights of the adventure was my
beautiful journey with my new found love where we land navigated the
northern highway and sea which brought us up close and personal with
the whale sharks 'Butanding' in Donsol, sorsogon... A yearly outdoor
teambuilding engagement brought me back to Baguio for a good chill,
delicious food and soulfull ambiance in Oh My Gulay, an evening with
the Pinoy rock legend Pepe Smith and the soulful reunion with the
beautiful people Tatay Kidlat Tahimik and Nanay Katrin de Guia... The
Davao was again a feeling of being home... My love story is another
blog of a dual spiral opening and closing a cycle... my reproductive
needs has resurfaced and celebrated with the purest encounter... Yet
a young fruit has to rippen so the most glorious taste shall be
deserving of its reward of a meaningful relationship...

Then another adventure captured my soul work with the youth and children as i became on ef the participant to the first international cultural heritage eco-cultural camp. then another outdoor temabuilding brought me back to Davao. Mindanao has been my refuge and it keeps on calling me back for she is the mother that has given me back my creativity...

My recent discovery out of incontinence is a sun kissed conversation
with Maria along the white sand shores when recently i discovered it
was a symptum of a multiple mayoma in my uterus and cyst in my
ovaries... i postponed the idea of being subjected to the knife... i
am healing my self with laughter and fun, being creative, learning my
gentle brush strokes again with pastel and water color, nuga best
therapy, healing camp, meditations and exercise... i consulted
several doctors both alternative and modern and had a series of
laboratory tests.... my body looks stronger than cancer cells.... my
second ultra sound revealed a benign mass on my enlarged ovaray but
had become smaller by 1cm in one week... my tumor marker is negative
or just within the normal range, which means it does not indicate any
cancer. my uterus have multiple myomas or tumors which are not so
alarming. so the doctor gave me another 3 months extension for me to
decide on the possible operation. but i decided that i will heal
myself and god is my only doctor... i went to the falls and ask the
river to purify my body.

i am giving my self time so my body shall not suffer and so i wont
have regrets. a healer priest has induced my impurities last june 23
when i joined the healing camp. i would rather invest on healing
than being under the knife... it will be the last recourse to control
the spread of the dis-ease if ever in the body...

this process of my medical breathrough came a bit too fast, but the
traumatic news turns out to be one of the most colorful moments of my
life when i can fully surrender to life and feel god's breathe again
as i reconnect with my being a woman... i almost felt menopousal when
i thought i need to let go of my reproductive organ... it was one of
those greatest nightmare in a woman's life... my body is telling me
something important and urgent... life is just unfolding in many
different ways... i need to accept my own shortcomings and for not
affirming my reproductive needs... now is the time for healing... i
forgive my self as i learn again to gently love my self...

My life found me again face to face
with the healing rhythm of nature. my soul jouney as i encounter my
weakest and darkest self is another revelation of a health
breakthrough... i allowed my intuition to guide me to a more natural
process of healing as a celebration... yesterday was coming to terms
with my anxiety... i realized i was so preoccupied with my own
thoughts and fear the consequences of my own actions.
now i release my fears as i totally embark on my
wholeness... now i am beginning to
see my life bringing me back to a sacred path, back to nature... back
to the earth, back to my self... everything is meant to be... i am
blessed with beautiful people around me... who are kindred spirits and
like minded spiritual people...

i can only say thank you to you as one of the loving spirit who gave
me the loving joy in making me feel my life as significant... i feel
loved and well...

after several OBGyne opinioins, nuga best with my herbal doctor, and
series of laboratoy tests which includes blood, hepa, tumor marker,
lungs, heart, AIDS, sugar, urinalysis etc....i concluded that my body
is stronger than cancer cells... i am given a beautiful chance to
gracefully heal my body... and soul... my new set of therapy is a
liberating experience... i decided to go
through natural healing with the help of homeopathic doctor. it is a
new realization to see the convergence of science and spirituality...

Aside from herbal medicines, i am also considering other prescriptions
for my hormonal crisis such as chinese medicines which sounds more of
a delicious meal to me than medicine... angelica dong quia, evening
prim rose and oldenlandia diffusa... but i can do this later... after
the healing encounter with the clairvoyant priest, where i celebrated
my ovarian chants in music poetry CD as it sjfirst public debut used
in the mass as the opening hym and meditation... it was another
healing omen...

after deliberating with beautiful minds and holistic doctors and
nurses, escador injections was prescribed in a series of slow and
gentle 7 sessions every other
day as homeopathic intervention. at the same time i am having a
traditional chinese acupuncture in my nerve endings with twelve
powerful points to open my mind, heart and heal my ovaries and
swelling...du20, stomach 28 &40, ren4, spleen 6, liver3, PK6, kidney3.
i am prescribed anthroposopic medicines in latin such as
menodoron D2, Aurum stibume D10, Berberis Fructus D8, Urtica Dioca D6.
It is such a joy to get acquainted with latin and chinese
languages...

My life is coming full circle when all the people i need have
manifested again, and they are meant to be my guide when i most needed
then. My friend has adopted me to join their staff and family in the
bio dynamic farm surounded by the forest. we went to the sulfuric hot
spring where i took beautiful pictures. we went swimming in a cold
spring today and i was able to make half a mile and felt so
reenergized... i started also my activated carbon wrap to help arrest
the swelling of my ovaries. My herbal
doctor has also been supportive... i will concentrate on my healing
hear in the forest, so i have to stay here for another two weeks... at
the same time i will be a participant to a bio dynamic farming
intensive course... wow this is another bonus, while i eat the most
organic farm produce from their farm here... this is again inspiring
me to pursue with my vision to really create my own permaculture and
bio dynamic farm which i started as my playground... Thank you to
Betsy, Nono, Lani and the loving staff of Don Bosco Family.

im back in Davao for the opening of the Kublai's cafe transcend and
floating bar at the roof deck of Ponce Suites Arth Hotel... this is
the place where you can Be Your Self Beyond your Self...